Some Poetry to break up the day...

Them Girls and Boys  By Ugly Duckling Copyright 2011

Them Girls and Boys look over here.
them Girls and Boys look over there
There on the prowl for something queer
There on the prowl and they don't care.

Them Boys are little bastards
who will spend there days in dirty plaster
They girls are little bitches
who'll end up round at Mr Mitches

Them Boys don't see what he sees
Them Girls don't give a shit
They call em names, tie em to trees
They throw and kick and spit

Them Boys don't care about wrong or right
Them Girls don't care about wrong or right
they sit and wait one cold night
they sit and wait to give a fright.

Them Boys say its an accident
Them Girls all start to cry
Them Boys that called him bent
Them Girls that told him to die.

Them Boys they pushed him once
Them Girls they laughed and pointed
Them boys watched when he banged his bonce
Them Girls just laughed and pointed

Them Boys they laughed and waved
The Boy could not be saved
Them Girls there hands and tummies clashed
all the while The Boy kicked and thrashed

Them Boys they ran away real quick
Them Girls they ran licikty split

Them Boys and Girls frowned
When they realised
'Not Splashing crashing struggling but drowned'

There we go not very good but I just wrote it right now so ......

Most People Have Best Friends......

I've given up on the challenge I can't keep up with it at all. Anyway back to the blog at hand.

Most People have a best friend, at least one, someone who knows them inside out. My mother has four, my brother has a few, my boyfriend, people I went to college with, people at uni, people at work. Everyone seems to have a bestfriend with the exception of me. Bit over dramatic, I'm sure there are people outthere who don't have best friends. Everyone I know seems to have at least one though.
Boyfriends aren't the same as bestfriends. I always seem to drift though I make friends but they never seem to stick. Like I'm that awkward puzzle piece that just floats over all the others and trys to fit with others.
I always thought this was a bad thing and then I realised I had something better, something that would and never could hurt me.
While most people have best friends, I have Harry Potter and Diagnosis Murder. This is not to say that I'm crazy, let me explain...
I don't remember the first time I watched Diagnosis Murder but I remeber vividly when I was at school. I used to set my video recorder every day for 3 years maybe. 2:15 on the dot and the recorder would do it's thing taping my precious programme, because, it was mine. Thats what I told myself anywho.
I can remember the way it felt, I would get home but I would never truly feel home until I sat down in front of that, It's strange, it was like a wave crashed over me and suddenly I was like a ghost, a mute who was a part of this wonderful world but at the same time I never truly was. I'm not crazy, I never used to imagine them talking to me or anything. It was just a sense of belonging a sense of wonderment and magic at it.
Potter was like this for me to, in particular Prisoner Of Azkaban, I only had to open the book and this wave crashed over we, this wave of feeling like I belonged somewhere. It was amazing.
On this feeling alone I got through anything and everything in my life, anytime I felt sad insecure, down upset, angry. I didn't need anyone to hug me, to comfort me to talk to.
I just used to open these books or watch this programme and everything would fade into oblivion. I imagine the rush could be compared to what an addict feels, because I did become addicted to them.
So while most people had best friends I had these. I never needed anyhting more or less. It would be nice to have some best friends, I wished I had a set up like Mark Amanda Jesse and Steve or like Harry Ron and Hermione or the Marauders before them but I don't. Maybe that will come later in life. The only thing I can do is Keep on living.

Ugly Duckling Out xx